Kill Myself

I'm gonna clean the house, gonna fix the fence
In my final hours, I'm gonna tie up these lose ends
I won't leave a note for anyone to find, tomorrow they'll know 
what I've done here tonight

The drastic steps I've taken are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would me miss me so what the Hell
I fought I lied I drank too much
Hurt everyone I've ever touched
And just how much I've hurt you is hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It's goodbye I wish you well
Because I love you
I'm gonna Kill myself

Now who is that in My Easy chair
Now wait a minute
thats the old me sittin' there
And I thank God the devil in me died
'Cause I stand before you now
A man changed and alive

The drastic steps I've taken were just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me so what the Hell
I fought I lied I drank too much
Hurt everyone I've ever touched
And just how much I hurt you is hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It's goodbye I wish you well because
I love you 
I had to Kill Myself

I'm gonna clean the house, I'm gonna fix the fence
In my final hours, I'm gonna tie up these loose ends