Holding back the smoke Swallowing you for the second time tonight Lingering on your ghost I sit alone for a while, again Through the window I see the rain fall And a shadow across the street Where you were supposed to be for me I come back to my coffee Swallowing rage for the second time tonight Bathing on this sickening light I wait for a third one And what if I just leave? And walk through that door? And let the rain fall on me? Just this one time