I'm sitting in this sleazy hotel room Somewhere along the rocky road of doom Looking back at my life and wondering what went wrong Trying to turn these feelings into a song I guess I've always been some kind of a fake And sometimes I do feel like a flake But I see where I have come from so clear And the weight that I've been carrying many years Fresh blue waters cleanse me Give me wisdom and help me find the key In the lap of the sea I'm free And the future will be better than the past I have learned from my mistakes and that will last It's unbelievable how I did lie To myself but at least now I know why I'm so sorry for some things that I have done I want to make it up and feel the sun