Hopped on a plane for the first time today I can't look back I needed some self-assurance I'm gonna find that Got a book off the shelf today It's gonna tell me what I should say I don't know how to talk, when you're looking that way Feeling bad for saying Oh my God No I'm not kidding Gave me a sudden feeling That I didn't have a place You said that I was brave But I just feel insane You said to look into your face each day Can you tell I'd never look away I'm tired of running away But I turned this town upside down And I never found another like you God turned off all the lights There's gotta be a way I'm tired of feeling like you only stay Out of guilt and out of shame But did we know any other way I didn't know any other way