You know I been No, no No, no You gotta know I been, girl I'm sayin': Heaven, I cannot afford it I know I'm wrong but I won't listen I know it's really not important (not) I said to myself: Why would I lie? I said: My bitch is always bone picking I said: She always bone picking to me I'm looking at a red flag all night Starin' at the light, it's not a green light I know that I'm the I know that I'm the 'Cause she always playin' with me I know that she is bad [?] I know that she is bad for me, she's bad for me I live in my room, [?] in the school If I could be somebody else just for a day, I'll take the back seat I think about the times I was young I think it's always greener on the other side (oh no, no) Yeah, I would be thinkin' 'bout the man I would be Thinkin' bout the time I was seventeen, I could've been anything, anything I tell my mama sorry 'cause I threw it away I had to leave home for a long time I said: My father yelling at me every night It's true, we didn't get along I had to pick the pieces up, had to start a tone I had to smack him in his face and told him: Leave me alone Told him: Leave me alone Told him: Leave me alone You don't gotta be toxic, you been sellin' drugs and that's a hot topic You brought my family to pieces, so can you stop it? Can you stop it? Daddy, now, daddy, now I'm sayin': Heaven, I cannot afford it I know I'm wrong but I won't listen I know it's really not important (not) I said to myself: Why would I lie? I'm sayin': Heaven, I cannot afford it I know I'm wrong but I won't listen I know it's really not important (not) I said to myself: Why would I lie?