Been trying to laugh it off I wrote down a thousand songs Wish I could say The things I wanna say out loud But he said: I don't know you I don't know you anymore No And my girl, she said: Shake it off You won't breathe till you break it off We'll run around and act like we are free Don't let it bring you down no more see There's no use in feeling low No, 'cause It was the heaviest rain I ever felt on my skin It was the heaviest place that I had ever been in As the walls crashed down, I felt it slip away 'Cause I went to hell and back Just to be where I am today I went to hell and back Just to be where I am today I went to hell and back Just to be where I am today So I packed up a bag and went Two months in the sun I spent I woke up everyday and smiled Because I wanna be alive Well, don't you? There's no use in feeling low No But I never let myself down so bad (so bad) But I never thought I'd have the things I have I have, that I have, 'cause It was the heaviest rain I ever felt on my skin It was the heaviest place that I had ever been in As the walls crashed down, I felt it slip away 'Cause I went to hell and back Just to be where I am today It was the heaviest rain I ever felt on my skin It was the heaviest place that I had ever been in As the walls crashed down, I felt it slip away 'Cause I went to hell and back Just to be where I am today I went to hell and back Just to be where I am today I went to hell and back Just to be where I am today