I gave you fire You gave me lies A burning dream that turned to ash inside Your smile was poison Sweet disguise I'm still haunted by your eyes Every memory cuts like glass But I can't let go of the past From the ashes of you I still remain broken But burning in love's Cruel flame You tore me apart Left me black and blue But I can't escape The ashes of you Every night I curse your name Yet I still crave the hurt The shame Toxic love I can't undo My blood still sings the song of you Every scar reminds me why But still I can't say goodbye You ruin me And I hate that I still want you