busaiku na katachi siterunda hontou wa kanshou mo kakanshou mo saretakunai watashi no uragawa ima kanshouteki na no yo mou machigatte shimaitai aa ima ribaasu shiteku shikai dareka no joushiki ni mou torawareteirarenai sunao ni naritai karada chikuchiku uzuiteru nara tadashisa nante mou baka mitai makkurayami no soodasui no naka toki ga yurusu kagiri oyoida hadaka ni natte kodomo ni natte sabitsuiteita uroko hagareteku dou demo ii taion ga mayoi o tokashiteiku tsukurotta hada ni naihou sareta ai no uragawa shosen tada no oyuugi sa machigatteitatte ii aa ima ribaasu shiteku shikai itsu datte daremo atashi o tometari shiteinai sunao ni naritai kokoro ga chikuchiku uzuiteru nara kyou made no atashi ni wa mou kodawararenai yume miteta miraidoori no genjitsu da nante hontou tsumaranai yo tomatteitara kokyuu dekinai wa yoroi o nuidara mou chuucho shinai