Talking in a code I came up with It makes everything sound nice I'm selling real estate in hopes to find some better days You're falling more and more behind My walls keep caving in My skin feels like it's paper thin I wallow in a search to cure the blind And I'm not the best, but I'm sure not the worst And every time I open up, I let out another can of worms Making progress is as hopeless as it gets Spilling nonsense to shadows that don't exist I'm finding all the medications that you’re on I'm gonna take them too, I wanna feel lone you This is the last time I try to make amends You always make me feel regretful, like a handful I'm just someone with mood that they can't handle Your eyes look pretty in the dark I think I prefer the lights off I change my mood every time that I lose I know you had hopes between me and you Let's talk about getting back together again And hate each other and swear to both ends And this is what we want But what if it's not? I'm going places that you can only imagine It’s hard not knowing if we will ever happen So grab 40's and get to know me And not at another party Last time I threw up what was in my guts