Hold on, things are getting clearer Your eyes seem darker So much more sincere I'm reaching around in the dark Trying to put this together But I don't know where to start I can see their hands are holding Slowly bonding and removing me From every corner of your mind December has never been so deceiving Remember the nights before I was leaving Even when wine stained our teeth I felt my heart skip a beat She said: I have to confess, it's best if you stay out west Please don't say I have to go Things are harder on my own Well I'm falling to pieces on your back porch Things my heart could never sort Like feeling angry at myself For al the things I could help My hands are shaking My mind is racing This fucking silence, so frustrating I hate the distance that ripped apart The goals we had right from the start Sitting with you now Ending it somehow December has never been so deceiving Remember the nights before I was leaving Even when wine stained our teeth I felt my heart skip a beat She said: I have to confess, it's best if you stay out west Sitting with you now, ending it somehow Sitting with you now, ending it all With every sip that I take The candles you lit just to keep the light in Flicker darker and darker, a deep cherry red A stain creeping further and further into my head