I pretend I know what I'm doing, even though I don't I think about opening up, but I know I won't I'm my own worst critic, and it hurts me more Than spilling my fucking guts out on the floor This game is fucking stupid I push away, then pull you in I swear I'm gonna lose it If I do this shit again Can you feel my pain? Can you hear me scream? Can you see my scars? Does it mean anything? I just wanna know Do you love me or don't? I battle back and forth, losing my mind 'Cause I don't trust myself, and I'm always blind To the truth, and it hurts me more than you I blocked out the pain, thought I would forget it Every word in this song, is that pain manifested Simultaneous relief, paired with bruises And in the end of it all, guess who fucking loses I'm in so much pain, I just wanna scream All these fucking scars, do I mean anything? I just wanna know Do you love me or don't? I battle back and forth, losing my mind 'Cause I don't trust myself, and I'm always blind To the truth, and it hurts me more than you The mask I wear, is getting too heavy I wanna take it off, but my mind won't let me Peel All the skin of my, Bones I can't do it on my own I just wanna know Do you love me or don't I battle back and forth, losing my mind 'Cause I don't trust myself, and I'm always blind To the truth, and it hurts me more than you Still, here