[Jamie Madrox] On the windows in my mind at night There's some things going on, some of them are not right I've been locked in this house, in this abusive home No one is there on the couch and I'm alone Inside of my head, things are unclear I don't rely on the person I see in the mirror And I don't die for the chance to be standing right here Sometimes I'm a smart ass when being sincere [Monoxide Child] I see everything's flashing, I wish it would stop There's just something that makes me so nervous about cops All their pushing and shoving and macing my eyes It will only keep burning this hate that's inside of me Hitting me, kicking me just for the fun And all I keep on thinking is "Go for the skull!" To protect and to serve are the words you should heed And if you don't, we're gonna watch you bleed [Chorus] Wondering Why? (Why?) Not giving up (No) Nothing can break me Wondering Why? (Why?) Not giving up (No) Nothing can make me Wondering Why? (Why?) Not giving up (No) Nothing can save me Wondering Why? (Why?) Not giving up (No) Nothing can change me [Monoxide Child] She loves me and hates me, it's all just the same But I can hear her screaming and yelling my name Now her face is all blue and her eyes are all red From the drugs that she keeps on popping Instead of me helping I'm learning and pushing away The visions and memories of things she would say They keep coming and flashing so I keep on laughing Bitch, you never should've fucked my boy [Jamie Madrox] I'm in touch with my fear, that's why I stay afraid And I'll stay that way until night turns to day And them nice words you say will slowly mutate And become the better part of you we all love to hate And well, speaking of fate, I'm trying to relate To the ever growing destiny and it's amazing shape They tell me I'm straight and then diss me all day There's a website debate, was it all a mistake? [Chorus] Wondering Why? (Why?) Not giving up (No) Nothing can break me Wondering Why? (Why?) Not giving up (No) Nothing can make me Wondering Why? (Why?) Not giving up (No) Nothing can save me Wondering Why? (Why?) Not giving up (No) Nothing can change me [Monoxide Child] It just keeps calling me, whispers my name All alone I was sitting down in the darkness again All my friends, they are dead but remain in my head So I truly believe that they are all my enemy Telling me why, and I'll tell the sky That Hell is all real and that Heaven's a fantasy Capture me mentally nothing substantially evident Except that my head's a little fucked up [Chorus x2] Wondering Why? (Why?) Not giving up (No) Nothing can break me Wondering Why? (Why?) Not giving up (No) Nothing can make me Wondering Why? (Why?) Not giving up (No) Nothing can save me Wondering Why? (Why?) Not giving up (No) Nothing can change me