my suspicion becomes true and my veins are full of frozen blood the lies I`ve scattered hurt me now yesterday I`ve lost my will cause my smile is just facade I`m covered in thoughts of me thoughts of now I hope all of you can forgive my acts and I die well deserved with a bandaged heart my bandaged heart and I die well deserved the wounds are to fresh to talk to someone who enjoys my confidence absorbed in self pity I close my eyes day after day