[two:22] I fear what's in the dark Who I am at heart Light it up, I spark But there's no point to start And when I'm all alone Girl pick up the phone Show me where to go Gonna need some methadone It's so hard to be alive It's so hard to fucking try Sometimes I jus wanna die You cannot see it through my eye I'll be laughing on the day I'm in a coffin Find me smiling when im fallin into nothing All I can do now is hope that it don’t come back I am fadin around, and I hope she knows that But I saved a picture of her on my kodak Had a key to happiness, but let her hold that Yeah I cannot lie, nothin left inside Why's it always gotta be the one I love that makes me cry You can decide, if we survive But I just cannot stick around and listen to you tonight These thoughts will be the death of me Sometimes I feel it's destiny Never meant me, no left of me Riding to my death, Kennedy You change my mind Only happy when I'm high Feel less dark beside my side But you break me baby why I fear what's in the dark Who I am at heart Light it up, I spark But there's no point to start And when I'm all alone Girl pick up the phone Show me where to go Gonna need some methadone [Lil happy lil sad] I burn money like its nothing Smoke it for the mind but lately I feel like I lost it Feel like I should stop it But something made me roll another one so now im off it Off the dope like I always been I feel happy for a while but then my head spin I'd do everything for anything So if I want it u can bet im going all in That's why my friends call me no chill Cause I can try but I can never fucking sit still Unless I'm off that Mary J But I gotta stop if I want my girl to stay 'Cause I can't deal w emotions Need to regulate my smoking Feel too good when im toking See me laugh when I'm choking Smoke a 50 bag a day And to be honest I'm okay I just need a little break So I'll get higher when I blaze