I ve got a mind disease Where I can t stand to see reflections staring back at me (ah-ah, ah-ah) Stuck in a hollow frame Where all the clothes I wear smother my skin, I bear the shame (ah-ah, ah-ah) I m so fucking lost in my body Each bite I take feels like it cuts me Should I tear off my flesh just to lose some weight An apple a day to get rid of decay The guilt is the weight, the guilt is the weight The parasite that s living in the mirror Has made its home in me (home in me) I m suffocating my reflection for it Now there s a hole in me (fuck it) (Tear it right out of me) I bleed for beauty gains But it sucks to know each day you re playing losing games (play a losing game) I wear my ribs just like a crown of thorns A silent martyr for the world to scorn Should I tear off my flesh just to lose some weight An apple a day to get rid of decay The guilt is the weight, the guilt is the weight The parasite that s living in the mirror Has made it s home in me (home in me) I m suffocating my reflection for it Now there s a hole in me (fuck it) Tear it right out of me Oh I feel it under my skin (fuck) The parasite that s living in the mirror Has made its home in me