Wish I could feel it Then I would stretch my hands and feel Wish I could taste it Then I would know that it was real Seems as big as a mountain But I can't put my finger on the pain Wish I could say it But I don't want to explain So long, my own superstiton You were holding me down But you can't hold me down anymore So long, my own superstiton You can meet me at the door 'Cause I don't need you to protect me anymore Wish I could be it Then I would know what it could be Wish I could own it Then I wouldn't let it all on me Yeah, I wish I was better Then I would know just what to do 'Cause I think that I'm normal At least on some days I know it's true So long, my own superstiton You were holding me down But you can't hold me down anymore So long, my own superstiton You can meet me at the door 'Cause I don't need you to protect me anymore Anymore, anymore, anymore Wish I could find it Then I would know I did find it Wish I could place it Then I could sleep a little bit Yeah, I wish could see it I wouldn't have to count on my best guess And I'd keep it forever Keep it locked up inside my chest So long, my own superstiton You were holding me down But you can't hold me down anymore So long, my own superstiton You can meet me at the door 'Cause I don't need you to protect me anymore So long, my own superstiton You were holding me down But you can't hold me down anymore So long, my own superstiton You can meet me at the door 'Cause I don't need you to protect me anymore Anymore, anymore