Y-y-y (Y-y-y) Y-y-y (Y-y-y) You did good slick It's a smash Ha, ha, ha, haha, ha, let's go, let's go, let's go I was running up the dope before the dough (North) You can check the records Ever since I got conscious, dying was obvious Counting down the seconds I was left with no options, snorting oxy's off a Smith and Wesson Body filled with narcotics, fucking optics, bitch, next question (Get the fuck outta here) Smoking like I been stressing Hoes trying to read me leave them dyslexic Get this weight off my chest like I'm bench pressing, ho, I'm big stepping (Wetto) Jordan Clarkson with the Narcan I shoot for thirty and that's with my off-hand Walk in, they like: Who let the dog in? Kill myself before I let an opp win Bitches begging me to get toxic, okay, let me go and pour a cup Mom and dad would if they could, I ain't even mad they ain't showing up Thinking about it got me choking up, if I love her, time to blow it up Pop on some Percs unyil I'm throwing up Then refresh on x like I'm scrolling up Yeah, I got some wounds that ain't closing up Cuts on my body, no toning up Ghost that there ain't no disposing of Emotio less but the doses is up Fuck affection, I don't cozy up You in my house, and that's close enough I got problems with trust, I got problems with lust Bitch, that's powder, not dust Whole gang brain fucked G*59 we the cult They ain't nothing like us (Grey) They say: Huh I say: What I drank tuss, they drink nut They all pussies, get touched Turn an opp to a slut Turn his block to a blunt Watch my dog, he got flushed Looking at his first dead body Life too painful, and the game will change you Have you saying: Fuck everybody I don't give a fuck what they hear about me Got a couple killers including dre around me Better thing twice before you play around me More guns on me than a red county Copped the Porsche 911 Now I'm gettin' randomly selected Searched for drugs n bombs n weapons Wait a second, no need for aggression (Nope) Just a common misconception Bettin' that they'll threaten my profession Their perception of who I am, won't make me question who I am, damn Rose gold and morganite lookin' like a $uicidal gesture Knocked her exboyfriend, the fuck out, just so I could impress her (Fuck him) Just so I can undress her (Yeah) Now I'm paying for the fall semester I told her to call me professor after winter break I'ma hand her off to my successor Strive for the greater and never the lesser Me and $crim made it without an investor Yeah we survived $uicidal adventures Made a pact that we would never surrender (huh?) Never surrender (Say it again) Made a pact that we would never surrender Selling my soul to my dreams and my goals but I won't ever stop until I'm on the stretcher There's a demon in me and I think it might have overstayed its welcome There's a demon in me and it's helping me to reach a state of bedlam (Uh-oh) Snorting these pills like I'm trying to smell em I'm declaring war on my cerebellum My worst enemy is the version of me that I can't even fucking remember Uh, yeah Ruby been destined for the looney bin Round my finger that uzi spins While I'm chugging some bougie gin Lose or win I'm never slowin' down like we losin' wind I'm grooming them for death 'Cause my lifestyle will have you choosin' limbs The Moon is dim Tonight I have to remain Locked up in my tomb again Took too many xans I started asking who is $crim The knot is loose again Someone tied the noose too thin Living life like pulling teeth I'll die with a toothless grin