You did good $lick It's a smash For eleven years, I've been speaking in metaphors telling you all how I feel Climbed up 7 tiers, and the higher I got, the more I really started to fear That if I fell off, it would be quite the fall And it's lonely at the top, so who the fuck would I call? Solo dolo, no hope, no show, bolo bolo, I feel fine All this slime keeps weighing me down, please don't turn me to a shrine Taking my time, bullheaded, and I'm stubborn, dig my heel into the ground Aren't you proud yet? I nearly killed myself trying to harness a crowd Oh, how I doubt myself, but I came such a long way from rotting on the couch Oh, what a drought it's been, prayin' for hurricane rain, watch me aim for the clouds Peel the shroud off my skin, things are beginning to sprout, I'm beginning a vow I'm sinning, now all the lights dimming I'm spinning eternally, shit just goes 'round and 'round Wear depression like a style, hurts too much to fake a smile Old trauma but the tears brand new (ooh-ooh-ooh) Ringer stay on, family waiting for the call They know is gonna be bad news (ooh-ooh-ooh) Sorry I can't stay, at least my dad smiling away Like: Damn, look at my boy run How could I let you into a place I never been? I'm a knot away from coming undone I'm so twisted inside (twisted inside) I'm numb, but my angels cry (my angels cry) Came up on pain and despair Let's hope that these tears are prayers