Too many people watching Life is just hard as it is Trying to find the solace Hope that I've done my best Is my best enough though? Feels like I'm wasting chances A chance to prove I'm the best now No point, 'cause it's me verse me Thinking all the time here Head is hurting, what should I do, please? Should I do this, that or only find fear Okay I'm done, now, let me close my eyes here Cause when I'm not there I feel like I'm staring Somewhere out there Waiting for something Is it like the way you wanted? Should I try again once more? Why don't you tell me how things are Am I failing? Don't pretend Take all the losses, I can't keep on healing I would like to sit right there and take the biggest rest Rest of the fault is thinking that the brain will Operate forever and I'll always be okay Obsessed with success, yeah Staring my phone till I'm stressed now How would I cope if I failed loud? I'm now overthinking my life here Consequences, running from it Thinking about it, cannot outrun it Oh no, I'm running, it's creeping on me I can't outrun it, I can't outrun it 'Cause when I'm not there I feel like I'm staring Somewhere out there Waiting for something Is it like the way you wanted? Should I try again once more? Why don't you tell me how things are Am I failing? Don't pretend