And here I am again I've prayed to my repentance What's the feel I need to gain? 'Cause something's breaking the tension I'm a dead man walking, lord knows when I'm finished Only time will tell whenever I'm coming close, I'll crash and burn Dare I leave here broken and ruined Everything I learned to love, it was never enough And soon will come the moment of judgment I face Pray for the day, whenever it comes, for me to crash and burn It feels so obscure to be Intimidating those surrounding me And I don't want to push away But I cannot believe all the things I've seen While I'm roaming around here aimless I'm starting to give in, I feel nameless Shameless to say, but it doesn't matter 'Cause I grieve in a way that seems I'll never Break free, as I come close, still no serenity Still no peace I tried so hard and kept it going, gave it everything Gave it all They never said how long to kill, it's been an eternity Tell me how long Feels like this heavy weight has just become a part of me I'm nothing more I wish I knew what's real, I don't Wish, knew, real, I don't I keep on trippin' on this shit, it's really fucked me up Overall And every day just repeats the pain that I felt before Back here again Just cover everything in gasoline and burn it all down I've prayed to my repentance What's the feel I need to gain? 'Cause something's breaking the tension I'm a dead man walking, lord knows when I'm finished Only time will tell whenever I'm coming close, I'll crash and burn Dare I leave here broken and ruined Everything I learned to love, it was never enough And soon will come the moment of judgment I face Pray for the day, whenever it comes, for me to crash and burn And I don't wanna be part of the problem Nah I'm honestly dealing with enough Enough So why does it feel like a bother Hmm When asking for the bare minimum? The least Don't wanna keep pulling me under, fuck it, I got a bone to pick To pick 'Cause all that I learned to love, it just all turned to fucking shit I've prayed to my repentance What's the feel I need to gain? 'Cause something's breaking the tension I'm a dead man walking, lord knows when I'm finished Only time will tell whenever I'm coming close, I'll crash and burn Dare I leave here broken and ruined Everything I learned to love, it was never enough And soon will come the moment of judgment I face Pray for the day, whenever it comes, for me to crash and burn And when you find yourself here again Ask yourself What is my worth? What is it to burn every bridge and leave behind everything you've ever loved? To walk a road you can never return from? Seems every day just repeats the pain The pain I felt before I feel so fuckin' nameless, nothing more Do I dare leave here broke and ruined? All that I learned to love It was never fucking enough