Oh dearly departed it is true I don't know how to live without you And I try to fake it but my hands they are shaking And I feel like I'm out of stuff to lose Now I've been doing right, I've been doing wrong I've been living life, I put it in a song I try to drown it out, the noises and the sounds The voices in my head, they're getting real loud My head is getting light, the day is feeling long Can't we speed this up, it's such a sad song I tried to give it up but it just felt wrong I don't know how to cope now that you are gone, no People say I'm addicted to the low life But they don't know my life They don't know my life People always been calling me a loser But they don't know what I've lost They don't know what I've lost Oh clearly departed it is true I've fallen through the fear without you And I try to fake it but my heart it is breaking And I know that I'm out of stuff to lose Now I've been doing right, I've been doing wrong Making it alright, I put it in a bong I tried to drown it out with vodka all around With liquor in my head, I'm feeling warmer now My head is getting light, my hands are getting cold Did we speed this up 'cause I'm starting to feel old I tried to give it up but I lost control I don't know how to cope now that you are gone People say I'm addicted to the low life But they don't know my life They don't know my life People always been calling me a loser But they don't know what I've lost They don't know what I've lost