I didn’t say goodbye 'cause I thought I had more time Had more time Now I can’t remember if you were real or a sign Real or a sign Signs that you left behind That you left behind it all Maybe we were never real Just rhythm and design Remember a time when nothing went wrong? Silence feels so damn loud is it gone? I can’t go back but I can look behind Behind Behind I miss that version of me that felt fine Back when the quiet was easy to find Now the weight of the world is pushing on my spine Is this my design? Is this my design? My design I'm trying to pretend I'm built for this new life This new life But part of me is holding onto the days that felt like mine Felt like- My panic’s on the rise I see it in my eyes tonight Maybe I'm not built to change I'm still learning how to try Remember a time when nothing went wrong? Silence feels so damn loud is it gone? I can’t go back but I can look behind Behind Behind I miss that version of me that felt fine Back when the quiet was easy to find Now the weight of the world is pushing on my spine Is this my design? Is this my design? My design I keep living in the past An echo of the moment I know I have to leave But I can’t let go of the moment Pulling me back again It’s the echo of the moment I guess it’s time to begin again Guess it’s time to begin again, begin again Begin again I keep living in the past An echo of the moment I know I have to leave But I can’t let go of the moment Pulling me back again It’s the echo of the moment I guess it’s time to begin again