The air was thick, it pulled me down A quiet weight that stole the sound The light was dim, the sky was low And something crawled beneath my skin Golden light in every room But mine still feels like a tomb You light skies you've never known Even silence learned to break You're the Sun, you shine everywhere But in my home You're the Sun, you shine everywhere But in my home You left your lipstick like a curse in every book I took You played me like a song that ends before the hook I thought I was chosen one, thought you were mine But all you did is killing my time And now I'm Drowning in the fire Still calling out your name I should've run when I saw flames But fuck, I stayed What have I done to you, to feel this pain What have I done to you that I feel pain? Why do I have to feel this pain? I wish I knew you were the devil I wish I knew you were The fucking devil that I see at night That left me with pain that I feel in my chest every time when I think of you I still love you You're the Sun, you shine everywhere But in my heart You're the Sun, you shine everywhere But in my home You're the Sun, you shine everywhere But in my home