It starts with a fever Raindrops on the sea I push my boundaries further Until I cannot breathe I hope for my people To care about me Though I can't be the one They expected me to be Crashing down at the ocean Like a deer on the street Standing there without moving Do I care at all? Don't stay around me I don't want to be seen It's best to leave me in the darkness Was it all worth it? Burying myself in your wounds? Sweet like a kiss, deadly as cigarettes That's what it is to me Can someone bring me home? To where I left my soul? I followed every pain Everything that drove me crazy Now I am not the same But I was so close to erase me I drowned in teardrops every time Leaving A little angel dust in this giant sea of lies Getting sick of the turning and the tides They shake my ship from every side Trying to take my life There's nothing left of me No one in the world could save me It starts with a fever Raindrops on the sea I push my boundaries further Until I cannot breathe I hope for my people To care about me Though I can't be the one They expected me to be