I'm so tired of my life and I think I need a little time now To find another meaning While I'm bleeding As I’m pulling Another knife from my back, damn I keep comparing you to Satan Hope that one day I'll awaken To realize that I thought you were the one But you took all your cards off the table I'm so tired of my life I thank you for all my mistakes girl You always kept my mind in chains girl When I knew what I gave you But you owned me And that's on me Should’ve left when I met you Thought that things would never change, yea The bitter fall of my own strength Looking back I Could’ve fought more Let myself down And I feel the distress take its toll now I'm so tired of my life