I can't remember the last time I cared enough to get hurt I've gone through the motions, given tries But everyone always falls short 'Cause I've got those cravings I can't kick I need a love that's toxic I know it's no good for me, but I'm fiending for a fix I just need to feel something Oh, I'm just a junkie for the pain Maybe I'm a masochist Love ain't no fun if it ain't up in flames Break my heart just for the thrill of it Oh, I said break my heart just for the thrill of it Oh, I'm a masochist It starts off so fun I just want to fuck around But they fall in love And I spit them out But that's not my intention I don't want to 'cause hurt That's why I'm begging for someone to do it to me first Oh, I'm just a junkie for the pain Maybe I'm a masochist Love ain't no fun if it ain't up in flames Break my heart just for the thrill of it Oh, I said break my heart just for the thrill of it I can't do this anymore The high ain't worth the strain But it's what I think I deserve I'd give anything to change Oh, I'm just a junkie for the pain Maybe I'm a masochist Love ain't no fun if it ain't up in flames Break my heart just for the thrill of it Oh, I'm just a junkie for the pain Maybe I'm a masochist Love ain't no fun if it ain't up in flames Break my heart just for the thrill of it Oh, I said break my heart, break my heart Break my heart just for the thrill of it Oh, I'm a masochist