I tore my eyes out I slit my wrist to breathe Decapitating every single motion Only to fall to my knees (to my knees) I'm not a spectacle I'm not alright I'm not a fucking joke I'm not alright I tore my eyes out I slit my wrist to breathe Call me pathetic and torture me Cause In my mind I can't breathe I tore my eyes out I slit my wrist to breathe I'm suffocating every single notion Forcing me down to my knees (down to my knees) I am so sacrilegious I am the whore I'm not the superficial one you adore I'm not a spectacle I'm not alright I'm not a fucking joke I'm not alright I tore my eyes out I slit my wrist to breathe Call me pathetic and torture me Cause In my mind I can't breathe You spit your insults force suicide I spit your insults into your eyes You spit your insults force suicide I spit your insults into your eyes I'm not a spectacle I'm not alright I'm not a fucking joke I'm not alright I tore my eyes out I slit my wrist to breathe Call me pathetic and torture me Cause In my mind I can't breathe I tore my eyes out