I'm afraid of dying
I'm afraid of love
I'm afraid of never trying

And of not being enough
Don’t know what’s on the horizon
Don’t know who to trust
I'ma run this till it’s finished
Till it’s rubble and dust

I’m afraid of flying
Crash into the Sun
I'm afraid of never rising
To be the one that they want
But I'm out here in the wild now
With nowhere else to run
So I'ma wing it with no pilot
To the kingdom that comes

I always abandon myself, and I don’t know why
I feel I'm getting stronger
I feel I'm getting free
Always neglecting myself, and I don’t know why
I feel I'm getting stronger
I feel I'm getting free

I'm scared of this money
Run from these banks
Dropped a light fifty
Carried more weight
I needed more money
To work on more things
This is all that I have
This is all that I have

I never do promo
'Cause I care what you think
For now I'm gon fly low
Just hope I don’t sink
Keeping my fans close
'Cause when I'm on the brink
We're all that I have
You're all that I have

I always abandon myself, and I don’t know why
I feel I'm getting stronger
I feel I'm getting free
Always neglecting myself, and I don’t know why
I feel I'm getting stronger
I feel I'm getting free

Get my things
I’m tired of making old mistakes
Trynna fill a vacant space
There’s something that I need
Took my things
Knew I had to make a change
I'm headed where the daylight reigns
Feel I'm getting free

And when the candle flickers light
Then I know I still got time
And when the candle’s burning bright
I know I still got time

And I'm sorry father
I'm sorry mother
If I let you down
If I let you down
And I'm sorry sister
I'm sorry brother
If I let you down
If I let you down