911 emergency, do you require assistance? Okay sir, I am notifying the police Are you at apartment two? I will sir, but I need you to confirm your address first It's apartment two Okay, the police are on their way, but I need you to calm down Do you know if it is a man or a woman? I don't know, I just saw the back of their head and its scalp was ripped off Excuse me, sir? Its skin was hanging off the side of its head Everyone wants something from me And I can't be what they need My heart is always heavy And I'm desperate for mental peace Everyone wants something from me And I can't be what they need My heart is always heavy And I'm desperate for mental peace Nothing is making sense in my head Autopilot exit crashing by the end Another low, another night to pretend I'm not fine, but where do I begin? 'Cause every time that I start I don't even have the when Or the where, or the why I feel like dying You should have allowed nature to take its course In the end, it will anyway Drained of life, it's not for the weak It'll spit you out and I'm dying to leave This place, these people blow out my brains Drown my body in phenol, it's all one in the same I'm sick of these strangers speaking on my name Shut the fuck up and stay in your lane You have a problem with me? At least say it to my face You're a sorry-ass bitch and you'll stay that way I'm back, bitch, come and get it You've done your damage But I'm still living And I know you can't stand it I'm back, bitch, come and get it You've done your damage But I'm still living And I know you can't stand it Oh, shit This is paleface Swiss you fucks Bring it At this fucking point, where does it end? It starts [?] fade away [?] insanity In this desolate home, we've forgotten Well fuck it When you want something from me And I can't be what you need My heart is always empty And I'm desperate for mental peace Everyone wants something from me And I can't be what they need My heart is always heavy And I'm desperate for mental peace Everyone wants something from me And I'm not aiming to please 'Cause your desperation is sickening You're not getting anything from me You can't be saved And I'm not the reason For all of your fucking pain Fuck I wasn't even sure it was loaded until it went off I shot her in the head Mrs Underwood never knew what hit her, I'm sure You're out here playing God Well, don't dare pray for me If it's the devil you want You'll bring it out in me I'm trying my best to feel alive Putting the fear in me again Head underwater, doing whatever But I am not feeling alive Fuck [?] Trying to be a better man All of the demons are coming to show me The damage you gave me and fucked up my life Oh, I am not feeling alright I am not fucking feeling I am not feeling alive Oh, I am not feeling alright All of the demons are coming to show me The damage you gave me and fucked up my life