I wanna die today Just to not be another boy who made someone cry someday Because I couldn't accept the fact that he isn't me Flew too high near the Sun that I've fallen all over again All again I've been so blind that I just couldn't see my own failures And I've become what I always hated No I won't try to justify nothing I did I know I deserved every tear I left the fire inside keep burning me alive I was such an asshole and now you don't want to see me What have I become? What have I become? The only certainty I have is I that I didn't mean it But every punishment for me is little I know it I know it I don't want to be Someone I never wanted to No I'll never be I won't be, no I've been so blind that I just couldn't see my own failures And I've become what I always hated No I won't try to justify nothing I did I know I deserved every tear I left the fire inside keep burning me alive What have I become? I don't recognize me anymore I've hurt you so And all night I'll be haunted by the thought of you The thought of you I've been so blind that I just couldn't see my own failures And I've become what I always hated No I won't try to justify nothing I did I know I deserved every tear I left the fire inside keep burning me alive