Spiders are jumping into the light Spiders on my skin, white night Some ice-cold whisky flows in my brain Deeper and deeper, cold are in my veins This is my cell where I used to walk This is my hell, well it's full of smoke I saw the devil, I met a friend I felt evil breathing at the end I am a monster, I am a freak, I am Jesus, I am a creep I am the father, I am the sun, I am the healer, I am the gun There goes a night train Right to nowhere Tied to my ankles Black ruby chains Falling from the ceiling Running on the floor Steeling my anguish Breaking my door Am I a loner, am I so cold I need a lover, let's go home Some ice-cold whisky flows in my brain Deeper and deeper, cold are in my veins I am a monster, I am a freak, I am Jesus, I am a creep I am the father, I am the sun, I am the healer, I am the gun [Only on the demo : Can't you see the monster that (grows up inside ?) Can't you see the monster that ...] I am the gun I am the gun I am the gun