Thinking back to all the things I should've said When you were here, when you and I were friends And now, stuck here, I just have to pretend If you were here, you'd help me out again But I forgot you did no wrong Bottled up my feelings for so long 'Cause I've been sleepin' on my couch for this entire year And I've been waiting on my friends to all just disappear And I'm feelin' kinda rough And I'm feelin' kinda rough as fuck (as fuck!) Sitting on my hands, I wonder how I seem To you, do I seem stuck inside a dream? Inside a broken, hollowed-out machine I want to be something you'd pay to see But till then I will stay at home I will never pick up the phone 'Cause I've been sleepin' on my couch for this entire year And I've been waiting on my friends to all just disappear And I'm feelin' kinda rough And I'm feelin' kinda rough as fuck Oh, this mercury retrograde has got me down And these headaches make the world feel like it's upside down And I'm feelin' kinda rough And I'm feelin' kinda rough as fuck (as fuck!) 'Cause I've been sleepin' on my couch for this entire year And I've been waiting on my friends to all just disappear And I'm feelin' kinda rough And I'm feelin' kinda rough as fuck (as fuck!) Oh, this mercury retrograde has got me down And these headaches make the world feel like it's upside down And I'm feelin' kinda rough And I'm feelin' kinda rough as fuck (as fuck!)