My life been a journey No destination I find is worthy Gotta be sturdy Tried to find my light but the pride disturb me God have mercy Got the devil dancin inside my thoughts Tellin me to recite my flaws I will never get back all the time I've lost Shit changed it can never be the same To competitive from enterin the game From the rage an development of brain One choice be irrelevant the fame I chose Now I'm weather in the pain from the centre of the stage Now I'm too far and gone in my ways Straight in my peace in all to get praised And act like I can take it to my grave I don't need rest or recovery I got a blessing in front of me I dropped a record and suddenly Every label impressed with the company I made the best of it luckily, yeah I never been one to peak Guess how I'm livin I tell em abundantly Planted the seed and I sprouted a money tree 1 in a million with millions up under me, look Maybe all the pain and passion Gave way to the chain reaction And it put him in a state to panic Kick back and embrace the magic Get ready for the main attraction This, young man with a fate to choose The faith that cruise the more that he lays the booth They can't confuse the greats with abrasive views So I'ma look him in the face while I state the truth And I been on this wave for a while now Pacing for the storm and I'm on my own Ain't no destination I'm miles out And I feel like I'm drowning inside my Soul, soul I feel like I'm drowning inside my Soul, soul I feel like I'm drowning inside my Soul we know how to swim I know how to win Even though I get sick, I know that it's sick I know I been sowin emotional soul I been over that bitch You hurt me with words and broke me with sticks But made me a villain take note of my list It's me at my home with my kids, my family Leave em some money then blow you to bits (I'm kiddin but) Maybe I shouldn't of taken the shit that I took From the people I met on the way I just stayed in the system and made it to prison Cause fuck it I should've just shredded your face Instead I was keepin the faith That people would change but you know that's never the case And I ain't afraid anymore I say what I want and I'm doin whatever I may And I may be a lot, but tell me why I'd wanna stay in a box You don't know me but your playing with fire Hate or love it but I'm takin the shot You could take away the guns take away the love take away whatever you want But I'm made for the top And anybody in my way is gonna get it And I been on this wave for a while now Pacing for the storm and I'm on my own Ain't no destination I'm miles out And I feel like I'm drowning inside my Soul, soul I feel like I'm drowning inside my Soul, soul I feel like I'm drowning inside my (my, my)