Time to recount All their lies And I couldn't do time To pay for my crimes And every time I tried The connotation, acceleration The melody of time I tried to reprise That I wanted to die (why?) I never meant to die tried But the memory won't let me go So why I'm alright And I wanted to die tried Fault the congregation that won't believe my side! I cried 'Cause in my mother's eyes I'm on the line And everything I ever took allegedly Was nothing to contend 'Cause I wanted to be your motherfuckin' Friend and make amends But it don't bind Motherfucker's desperate for some limelight But I could've saved you, we could make due time I'm alright And I wanted to die tried Nothing can save you, not this time! Check it, check it A one, a two Check it, check it A one, a two Wait This cannot be the end I wanted Is it all a mistake? I'm a product sardonic, made to market Everyone is fake And the record label Owns me like a fucking pimp Die, why? Well I wanted to die, I tried 'Cause I've always said that I'm okay Die, I'm alright And I wanted to die I wanted to Motherfucker, you're so dead