He was the firstborn child Sweet and mild Ever luminescent But in time he grew distant In an instant His love had grown stagnant He walked through empty town streets Calling out cheats Despite his own pitfalls He felt so empty inside His spirit cried Didn't hear its call Lost his love Losing his mind Call out or be left behind Lost his heart within the crime Reason without rhyme Lost his love Losing his mind Call out or be left behind Lost his heart within the crime Reason without rhyme Blame and judgement Just dirty tricks Whispered in his ears False emotions Set in motion By this nagging fear Desperation 'cross the nation Backed into the wall This hysteria in us all Hurt and despair Just a nightmare Swimming in his head Broken feelings On the ceilings Crawling in his bed Not acquired Just too tired Cannot seem to mend Will he still be standing in the end? He's breaking apart Stop before it starts He was so lost Not yet found On sacred ground He fell down to his knees He walked on despite hardships Can't get his grip Such hypocrisies Knew it was less rapture More armature His choice left a black stain Beg forgiveness for this sickness Slowly drove insane Lost his love Losing his mind Call out or be left behind Lost his heart within the crime Reason without rhyme Lost his love Losing his mind Call out or be left behind Lost his heart within the crime Reason without rhyme Once he seemed to have it all Just how far did he fall? Retribution, execution answering his call Such a liar, spitting fire Covering his tracks Will he be prepared for the attacks? Such an easy remedy But is it just too late? Must be stronger Hold out longer He change, change his fate Vanity insanity still tries to hold him back Trying not to fade into the black Can you truly not remember? How far have you really fallen? Dear Ephesus, look at yourself What have you let yourself become? Ephisi qui eligere memento pri amore Ephisi qui eligere Ave