How are you? Hey, I'm sorry I disappeared for a while I don't wanna say that I didn't reply just because I'm tired Of feeling like I'm never good enough And trying something new just to give it up Can't control my emotions, I'm out of touch I can't feel the love, I'm out of luck I hate to feel like I'm being selfish By bringing down the mood to bring up what I'm struggling with I'd rather suck it up and deal with it Than ever let them know I'm suffering I can't write lyrics, they trip me up And I abandon my projects right before the drop I wanna put my feelings into a song But nothing I make seems as good as I'm capable of No, I wanna feel like I'm worth something again I wanna get out of bed and see the light of day I wish I wasn't so critical of the things that I make And I wish I didn't feel like I have to lie when people say How are you? Hey! I just swallow the truth and tell them that I'm okay I should just say I feel alone but I don't have the energy to say How are you? Hey I need a little time 'cause right now I'm not okay I should just say I need a little time, but someday I'll be okay Just need a little time, but someday I'll be okay