I drink, I'm not that proud of it I smoke, I'm not that tolerant I know, I got to get out of it Lil baby, where was you at then Why do I have to keep asking I feel like my life is crashing It be hard to stay sober Waking up, feeling like my day over I ain't ok Saying things the old me won't say, won't say I just want the same closure Before that liquor takes over I ain't ok Saying things the old me won't say, won't say I can't help but wonder where the hell does time go Hours feel like minutes, so to hell if I know Ain't getting no younger, can't be in denial Friends of mine feel like I tend to drive slow She love me when I'm drunk but hates it when I drink If liquor mixed with blunts, gone make it hard to think It's more than meets the eye with me, it might get hard to blink Want you to spend some with me, but life so out of sync It be hard to stay sober Waking up, feeling like my day over I ain't ok Saying things the old me won't say, won't say I just want the same closure Before that liquor takes over I ain't ok Saying things the old me won't say, won't say It be hard to stay sober Thanks to this fucking hangover I ain't dead, I just got a day closer I'm a smoker, and a drinker Overthinker above all I ain't been myself None of my friends can tell Because I hid it well I recognize my mind ain't right I should be getting help Pour up a cup and drown at night when life's a living hell It be hard to stay sober Waking up, feeling like my day over I ain't ok Saying things the old me won't say, won't say I just want the same closure Before that liquor takes over I ain't ok Saying things the old me won't say, won't say She love me when I'm drunk but hates it when I drink If liquor mixed with blunts gone make it hard to think It's more than meets the eye with me, it might get hard to blink Want you to spend some with me, but life so out of sync She love me when I'm drunk but hates it when I drink If liquor mixed with blunts gone make it hard to think