Hoping I don't get too attached 'cause I know you'll probably leave I'm trying not to hold sh*t back, but it's harder than it seems I promised you I'd try my best but its not like you'll believe I'm sorry that I can't forget all things you said to me I don't wanna get too attached 'Cause I know you'll probably leave I'm trying not to hold sh*t back But it's harder than it seems I promised you I'd try my best but its like you don't believe I'm sorry that I can't forget all things you said to me I'm getting used to this Or maybe I just choose not to notice Switchblade Eyes wide in the nighttime Cut deep Like a knife right in my spine Hold me Say that you still love me Even with my blood on your sweatshirt Wish could stop me Tell me not to worry Focus on myself and Don't let people hurt me Guess it's not that simple But I like to think so If it was I wouldn't Be caught up in something hate Nowadays Nowadays It's all the same sh*t But I stay Yeah I stay In case he changes Honestly Honestly I'm getting used to this Or maybe I just choose not to notice Switchblade Eyes wide in the nighttime Cut deep Like a knife right in my spine Hold me Say that you still love me Even with my blood on your sweatshirt Switchblade Eyes wide in the nighttime Cut deep Like a knife right in my spine Hold me Say that you still love me Even with my blood on your sweatshirt