Yeah, I've lost my pride recently And now I am really trying to retrieve it I know, I need it all to be true Now all this shit happens without news This is not exactly the life I chose But I can tell ya I got nothing else to lose No no, I'm not trying to run away 'Cause all my sins I know I got to pay This pain, I can not explain It's burning me inside Erodes everything through my veins I'm so addicted and high. Sometimes my choices fucks everything My family and friends asking "whatcha gonna bring To this house, to your childs, to your wife? Are you proud?" My only way to get out of this is singing out and loud For sure it feels so good sometimes Relaxes me, conforts me and helps me to create rhymes I can get out of this, yeah I can do this I won't fall again, I'm ready to make it real, I'll tell you one more time This pain, I can not explain It's burning me inside Erodes everything through my veins I'm so addicted and high I'm so addicted and high OH FUCK!! I'm so addicted and high I can handle this I can handle, but please, If it kill me forgive me for all this suffering This pain, I can not explain It's burning me inside Erodes everything through my veins I'm so addicted and high.