I'm just waiting for things to get better But is been so long I can't remember what it feels like To feel alive Blood drops on the bathroom floor Clean it up and then bleed some more Sometimes I wish I didn't wake up that day If i just kept sleeping, it would be ok But I know wounds will heal But it'a hard for me to tell what's fake and what's real Some times I even think that I died that day And I'm imagine my life while it's stuck on replay If this is heaven what the hell is hell What's the difference, I really can't tell I'm burning in the flames of my own dispear With my thoughts as gasoline, I cannot be repaired And I know (you don't have to tell me) Cause I know (you're better off without me) But I know it'll be ok, just counting the days Counting the days Counting the days Your words mean nothing to me Cause I've heard them Your words mean nothing to me I don't deserve them You only say what you have to say You say it You say it You say it just to say it If this is heaven what the hell is hell What's the difference I really can't tell I'm burning in the flames of my own dispear With my thoughts as gasoline, I cannot be repaired Your words mean nothing to me Cause I've heard them Your words mean nothing to me I don't deserve them You only say what you have to say You say it You say it You say it just to say it And I know (you don't have to tell me) Cause I know (you're better off without me) But I know it'll be ok, just counting the days Counting the days Counting the days Your words mean nothing to me Cause I've heard them Your words mean nothing to me I don't deserve them And I know it'll be ok, just counting the days Counting the days Counting the days