How do I forgive the things I can't forget? What I've done and said, yeah that can't be who I am But it's clear to me that I'll always see the flaws in my design And honestly, I'm incomplete but I'll make it right this time I'm still trying to find a reason Trying to fix the damage I've done Torn in a million pieces But I'm putting them back together one by one So can I have the chance to grow and understand? The only way I can, I'm not safe but I'm not damned Now it's clear to me that I'm in between who I was and who I'll be Yeah I realize the war inside reminds me I'm alive I'm still trying to find a reason Trying to fix the damage I've done Torn in a million pieces But I'm putting them back together one by one The closer and closer I get to the edge The darkness is all I can see in my head Cut off, I'm hanging on by a thread But this will not be the end No this will not be the end I'm still trying to find a reason Trying to fix the damage I've done Torn in a million pieces But I'm putting them back together I'm still trying to find a reason (Trying to fix the damage I've done) I'm still trying to find a reason Now we're putting them back together One by one, one by one