Wasp flew around my feet Woke up when it stung me Storm brought the rain to the porch Pinned myself to the floor My fear, my fate, it never left It follows me into my bed Your spirit watched me up the stairs I was embarrassed how I went My life is a spiderweb Built into the doorway When you walk in, you duck your head And the wind is always blowing Canary shrieks and screams and spits I'm stuck down here inside the lift I'm sick, can't fuck, push the paint around Castrated in my mental death God's plan Unfolds So slow, so slow So slow