Hate me, you know I'm nothing like you You’re so complacent Deadweight, my patience worn through You never stopped to think how it felt to be caught between The guilt and the grief, the lies you believed False hope, a tightrope, I'm never gonna be Your twisted fantasy I swear to God as a witness I can’t waste another day on forgiveness Another phase of dark days I can’t keep holding on so desperately Feels like I'm falling, nightmares keep repeating Bitter taste of blood on my tongue Cause I can’t face what I’ve done Feel like a cop out, washed out Broken down, left bleeding out Into the endless grey Abandoned to decay I just can’t forget The hell you put me in and just leave me here With all my fears I’ve got you sinking in, why can’t you disappear? I guess I bled you in and it’s more than I can take Why can’t you dissipate? Just fucking dissipate The vultures clawing Carving up my chest Ravenous Sharpened talons rip the skin from the bone And as I, black out My screams suppressed Let the scavengers fight for what's left Feels like I'm falling, nightmares keep repeating Bitter taste of blood on my tongue Cause I can’t face what I’ve done Feel like a cop out, washed out Broken down, left bleeding out Into the endless grey Abandoned to decay You left me in the dark Yet I can see what you can’t Beauty is only skin Deep Feels like I'm falling, nightmares keep repeating Bitter taste of blood on my tongue Cause I can’t face what I’ve done Feel like a cop out, washed out Broken down, left bleeding out Into the endless grey Abandoned to decay