Nobody knows The secrets that I hold When I'm alone My demon's outta control Baby, I'm so low The drugs don't work no more They won't let me go Got me in a chokehold I think I'm haunted Ain't that what you wanted? If I'm being honest Maybe I'm just sick in the head My thoughts are ugly Every time you touch me Know you wanna love me But baby, don't go holding your breath I'm only happy when my eyes are closed It's scary where my mind goes I've got a side that you don't wanna know This sadness is a tightrope Drugs intact and I'm losing my breath Put the drugs in the back to avenge my death Stuck in depression I need a confession Now, where is the reverend? The high isn't setting Suicidal thoughts, at war in my brain So many sins, how can I be saved? While burying bodies stuck under the rain Thought that you loved me, but you never cared You damaged my soul, now it's needing repairs Cut me, I'm bleeding, your love is deceiving So fuck all these feelings, I'm cutting your breathing Mind full of trauma, torn from the past Changing realities, never look back One more hit, it could make me relapse Chokehold, I got your life in my grasp I think I'm haunted Ain't that what you wanted? If I'm being honest Maybe I'm just sick in the head My thoughts are ugly Every time you touch me Know you wanna love me But baby, don't go holding your breath I'm only happy when my eyes are closed It's scary where my mind goes I've got a side that you don't wanna know This sadness is a tightrope Nobody knows The secrets that I hold When I'm alone My demon's outta control Baby, I'm so low The drugs don't work no more They won't let me go Got me in a chokehold The secrets that I hold Demon's outta control Baby, I'm so low The drugs don't work no more