I was caught in a lie And I'd fall every time Place the cloth on my eyes Was I just a toy for you to play with? I wish I never joined that game My rose became a thorn in my side Memories long gone from my sight Memories long gone in my mind I can barely sleep at night When the day comes I don't wanna go outside 'Cause the Sun's too bright 'Cause the Sun's too bright I'd rather be inside (I'd rather be inside) I stay out of sight (I stay out of sight) Should I stay or should I leave? I cannot decide I know it wasn't perfect But nothing ever is Maybe if you held on You'd remember my kiss I don't even remember your voice But I know you're hearing mine I hope you never regret your choice 'Cause I'll never regret mine I was caught in a lie And I'd fall every time Place the cloth on my eyes Was I just a toy for you to play with? I wish I never joined that game The last I saw you you were crying The last I told you was it's fine Then I cut you off (I cut you off) I cut you off You fucked me up You fucked me up Fuck I don't care If you are not mine They wanna see you smile I wanna see you cry He's not better He's not better He's not better You know I'm better You know I'm better You Know I'm better Fuck I don't care If you are not mine They wanna see you smile I wanna see you cry He's not better He's not better He's not better You know I'm better You know I'm better You know I'm better I was caught in a lie And I'd fall every time I ignored all the signs Yeah, I chose to be blind To the fact you weren't mine Was I just a toy for you to play with? I wish I never joined that game I was caught in a lie And I'd fall every time Place the cloth on my eyes I ignored all the signs Yeah, I chose to be blind To the fact you weren't mine Was I just a toy for you to play with? I wish I never joined that game