You know I'm banned from the light I never come on sight Because I'm anxious and I I've done this all my life and I was happy when I Did not compare to those who love to dance through the night And that was normal life but I'm just acting alright But boy, it's so on sight inside this angst inner-mind It's really not a vibe, I'm super anti-aligned I can't compare to those who love to dance through the night And that was normal life, I'm just like Not for me, this shit is not for me I'm just like, probably a lonely loyalty If I was half of me Then maybe possibly it'd be more Hard to need a lonely loyalty Everybody looking at me I don't wanna get nasty Not the life of the party Guess I put it all past me I don't like to feel lonely But I promise that I'm better that way I just wanna go home I just wanna go home Back door, through the back, back door, yeah Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah Back door, through the back, back door, yeah Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah Back door, through the back, back door, yeah Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah Back door, through the back, back door, yeah Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah Got no motives, solitude, you know I'm so devoted Locked and loaded, got to move 'cause I don't want to know ya Anti-social, anti-superficial, sugar-coated Conversations about your what-you-do's and who-you-knowing I don't need nobody, baby, I'm a super loner All my friends are not my friends I guess we had to grow up Why am I always initiating the conversation? An indication that you don't need me and my new persona Everybody looking at me I don't wanna get nasty Not the life of the party Guess I put it all past me I don't like to feel lonely But I promise that I'm better that way I just wanna go home I just wanna go home Back door, through the back, back door, yeah Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah Back door, through the back, back door, yeah Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah Back door, through the back, back door, yeah Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah Back door, through the back, back door, yeah Mask off, pull the mask, mask off, yeah