Thirty-five nights I been feelin' like this Hope I die this time It's my eight-fifth attempt (skeleton) Every time we talk I can start to forget But I see it in my mind and I hate that shit When you left, I kinda freaked out, it was the worst thing to ever happen Oh come on, you still had plenty of other things to live for, right? Yeah, but deep down, I just kept waiting for the day I'd finally see you again Thirty-five nights I been feelin' like this Hope I die this time It's my eighty-fifth attempt (gothangelz) Every time we talk I can start to forget But I see it in my mind and I hate that shit (you are so goddamn pathetic) "I must hate my wrist" Echoes in my mind when I say that shit I must hate my wrist You leave every time that I start to be honest You leave every time that I say I'm unwanted (skeleton) You leave every time that I'm tired of wanting (you are so goddamn pathetic) Walkin' out the door and I won't come back 'Cause it's been six years and my stuff still packed (gothangelz) Hit me on my phone and I won't text back If you wanna get in touch, baby, come relax Every time we talk, think I go off-script If you wanna hit me up, you can take that risk (I keep secrets) I live in a place where I don't exist If I leave right now then I won't be missed (Angelz)