Welcome me to spruce-bound californian communes These altruistic metaphors my brain force me to misconstrue In my mind, I'm standing there sunkissed in June In rapid eye moves, I fall right back to you I don't want to go You don't want to game No one else can save me There's someone in your walls Where do you run When there's nowhere else to turn to? Hope you were good and watch you- I haven't touched a bike since last year I haven't felt the sea It's pointless point projection I used to paint these pictures of me In my mind, I'm everything you said was true In rapid eye moves, I fall right back to you Every night I marry a different crowd Canals of fire, when every voice sounds so loud I just want to feel normal again I just want to have meals with my friend I just can't go through this again Find my comfort in envisioning the end