How I wish this tired tragedy was just a fading dream Even now wrapped in the darkness You’re the light calling to me Dusting off the happy memories a feeling comes to mind Like returning to a better time when I had called you mine It was you who taught me many things and helped me on my way There’re joys here in this wide world that could never be replaced All the pain that I had hid away and buried out of sight- It was only by your gentle touch they ever came to light Never more could I feel pain Any more than I did that day Round and round I'm just stuck in place I can’t get away Even all the tears that we were shedding Even all the pain I try forgetting I could bear it all if I was with you it won’t matter where we are Even now I still can smell that bitter sweetened scent of lemon on my heart Couldn’t take a single step until the clouds and rain had part To this day I’ve never changed you are my only shining star In the dark I closed my eyes and drew the you I though I knew I recall every emotion even here all on my own But there’s still a looming agony at times I just can’t fight I'm alone painting a ghost that leaves me crying through the night Tell me what did you do today? What was making you look that way? Never once had I seen your face so covered in pain If beyond the raining you are waiting Reaching for a light that’s gone and fading If the lonely tears are only burning and are smothering Your heart won’t you just forget the fool that’s searching So he could hold you in his arms And I pray that you could keep on walking no matter where you are To this day I’ve never changed you are my only shining star More than I had ever knew I was so in love with you Since that time I can’t undo Taking breath just hurts me too Even now I sometimes think it’s strange Just how long we spent that way But I swear I won’t forget those days In my heart they’ll always remain Even all the tears that we were shedding Even all the pain I try forgetting I could bear it all if I was with you it won’t matter where we are Even now I still can smell that bitter sweetened scent of lemon on my heart Couldn’t take a single step until the clouds and rain had part Like a single sour fruit we shared together in the dark To this day my love remains you are my only shining star