Held you in the darkest nights You held me together in the cold But the morning brings a different light Shows you things you never really know Oh, I've been so gone For so long, I'm still Just tryna get numb To get somewhere else 'Cause in my head You held the place When I walked into the fire You burned away And when you left I kept the pain Now I only feel alive Inside the flame Ooh-ooh-oh-nah Ooh-ooh-oh-nah Drinking from a bitter cup Burying the bottles with the bones Tell myself I gave you up Wrote the date and your name on the stone Oh, I've been so gone For so long, I'm still Just tryna get numb To get somewhere else 'Cause in my head You held the place When I walked into the fire You burned away And when you left I kept the pain Now I only feel alive Inside the flame Ooh Now I only feel alive inside the flame Ooh Oh, I only feel alive inside the flame In my head You held the place When I walked into the fire You burned away And when you left I kept the pain Now I only feel alive inside the flame